Epiphany: The Camel’s Story [Matthew
2:1-12]
Ships
of the desert, my eye! Being a beast of burden is not all it is cracked up to
be when old nothing but dust for brains Adam named us camels, and when Isaiah
proclaimed that a multitude of us would cover the land of promise bearing
peoples and gifts from all corners of the earth to come and see the brightness
of the light of God's people shining through the thick darkness covering all
the earth. But still, without the bunch of us lugging all the supplies and
tents, and yes, those precious if not somewhat odd gifts for a baby shower, the
Magi, or the Wise Ones as I like to call them, would never have made it by the
twelfth day. Besides, I consider myself one of the lucky ones who only had to
carry one of the Wise One's himself, Melchior.
As
it was, by the time we got there, Bethlehem, after being a town bustling and
bursting with people and commerce for those few days of the census, had
returned to its sleepy, tired City of David after everyone had been counted and
had gone home. Which is to say, when we got there, the place was empty. Just a
man, a woman, and between them the baby who was to be King. But there I go
getting ahead of myself.
Thank
goodness for Omar and Zepho and the other camel boys who actually saw to it
that we were fed and watered and rubbed down now and then, while the Wise Ones
could hardly if ever keep their heads out of the stars. If they were not gazing
at the stars they were talking about them, charting them, interpreting them,
and searching for just the one that would relieve them of their endlessly
restless, inquiring and yearning spirits. While they searched the heavens and
earth for something they kept calling "the truth," the rest of us in
their not so little caravan saw to it that life was lived and everyone was
taken care of. They often missed the most interesting and exciting parts of the
journey, so absorbed and preoccupied were they with their own concerns and
interests. Like the mouse who smuggled herself into the saddlebag of Gaspar's
camel, Bella. She was a teenage mouse who had had a terrible fight with her
parents and run away. But there I go again. I'm getting off the point.
So,
where were we? Certainly not at that dreadful King Herod's palace. That’s
Herod, King of the Jews. Oh, there was plenty of company for all of us camels
amidst his livestock and barns, and plenty of water and grain and other good
things to eat, but even we could sense the terrible cloak of darkness and death
that surrounded his entire little piece of the great Roman Empire. And who was
this Caesar he kept talking about? He seemed troubled to hear all the Wise Ones
talking about the stars and a new King of the Jews and could he give directions
to the place where the child lay. Well, no, blustered Herod, but surely you
will return to tell me where the little one is so I can go there myself to worship
him. It wasn't what he said but how he said it that made even the fleas on my
humps crawl with uneasiness. There was a rattling in his throat, and his hands
trembled, and the air was as still as death. It doesn’t take a Wise One to know
that no king has ever yet bowed down to another king. We all thought, Surely
there must be another way out of here. And as it turned out, we never did
return to Herod as we headed off in a new direction afterwards, which was too
bad since there was something compelling about that child.
On
the outskirts of Bethlehem, we decided to make our camp where we ran across the
happiest and wildest bunch of Bedouin shepherds you ever did see. All of them
talking at once about angels and a baby and Good News for everyone. The Wise
Ones smiled. The first time any of us had ever seen them smile! Just then we
took the Wise One’s and all the gifts and headed into town to see if it was
just as the shepherds had told us.
When
we found the young family it was night. It was very cold. The odor of the hay
was very sweet, and the cattle's breath, like ours, came out in little puffs of
mist hanging in the air. Of course, I wasn't supposed to come into the place
where they were. In fact, it was such a tiny little cave of a place there
wasn't much room. But we had come so far, traveling for so many years to find
something, someone, somewhere, that it seemed possible that we really might
have to search no further. I figured it couldn't hurt if I just stuck my head
in for a peek.
So,
while Omar and Zepho and the others were unloading the gifts off the back of my
cousin, and the Wise Ones were still consulting their charts and graphs to make
certain that this truly was the one they were searching for, I stuck my head
in. Well, it was a bit surprising to find the scene so ordinary. I don't know
what I had expected, but after years of schlepping these Wise Ones and all
their gear and supplies all over every-possible-where place, I guess I thought
there would be crowds, and family, and all kinds of hoopla. I mean, even when a
new camel is born amongst the herd, there is more attention and excitement:
camel boys doing the midwifery, the rest of us clomping around to get a peek,
shouts, cheers, everyone watching the new one try to stand up for the first
time.
There
was none of that in this little tiny place in Bethlehem. The man, the woman,
between them the child. But no, just from the glance I caught, even I would
have to say "between them, the King." Even I could see that this
little child was true light itself, but it is really curious how little babies
like this one cannot even get up on their legs the way we do. They just lie
there, so, well, still and vulnerable. Even I could see that even the stars
might bow down before this one. Even I could see that he could teach creepy old
Herod a thing or two about being a king. Even I could see that the heavens and
earth and all creation were somehow about to be made new by the presence of
this one baby in the hay.
It's
just too bad the Wise Ones did not seem to see all that. I mean they put their
gifts in there, and bowed down on bended knee and all. But then it was back out
the door, and up looking into the heavens again, and soon we were being loaded
up and herded down the road and out of town. All of us except Bella, that is.
Our little mouse companion stayed behind. She just could not bring herself to
leave those people alone. She was not going back. Or going anywhere. She was
staying right there with him, the one born to be King. She wanted to live the
rest of his story!
Of
course, we missed her. Gaspar's camel had come to like the little one. It was
some years later that another mouse joined our caravan and started telling some
fantastic and wonderful stories she had heard from her great-great-grandmother Bella!
Seems that throughout the years many people came to see the child born to be
King. Some went running through the streets and all over the world telling
others the good things they had seen and heard about this child. Others came to
offer whatever gifts they had so that he might bring abundant life to all the
world. All came seeking to receive something from him. But once you see him,
really see him, you long to give whatever you have to further his life in the
world.
Sometime
or another, everyone comes to take a look in that manger. Whenever your time
comes to be with him, stop and spend more time than we did. The Wise Ones kept
us wandering all over the place, looking for whatever they called "the
truth." Somehow they just could not see that the “truth” is not an idea or
a belief, but rather truth and salvation are a person – that child we once saw
in Bethlehem. They kept vowing that one day they would return to Bethlehem, but
every year they spent more and more time doing everything else but spending
time with him before whom even the stars are said to bow down. I don't know
what they saw, but I know what I saw. Just that glance, a peek in the door was
enough to know that this Jesus reveals to you how much God watches over you and
loves you. Even I could see that this Jesus calls us to follow him so we might
do something beautiful with our lives and bear much fruit. Even us camels!
That’s
the one thing I saw that night: that the World needs you. God needs you. Jesus
needs you. They need your gifts, your light and your love. Isn't that the funny
part of it all? The Wise Ones are off all the time looking at the light in the
stars, when the light that is the light of the world is right here in the midst
of us. He shows us that. Any camel with eyes could see that! Know, my sister,
my brother, that there is a hidden place in your heart where Jesus lives and
his light shines! This is a deep secret that even the Wisest Ones overlook most
of the time. Let Jesus live in you. Go forward with him into all the world. Let
your little light shine, for the light that is the life of the world is still coming
into the world through that child we saw that night long ago.
By
the way, did I fail to mention the seemingly little-known fact that Melchior's
name was really "Salome," and that it was changed not merely because
of the patriarchy, but because of the seemingly strange gift of Myrrh that she
brought to the Christ child? Myrrh. A burial spice. Of course, the Wood of the
Crib is the Hard Wood of the Cross. I will ask you a terrible question. Is the
Truth beyond all truths, beyond the stars, just this – that to live without him
is real death, that to die with him is the only life? But, that’s an altogether
different story. Or, is it? Keep looking
at the babe in the manger. Offer him your gifts, and you will see all that
there is to know and see! And then some. And then some. And who knows, maybe if
we all offer of ourselves as much as we receive from him, we just might one day
make it through the eye of a needle!
Amen.
[Thanks
and apologies to Ted Loder, Frederick Buechner, John Shea, and Jean Vanier
whose writings and reflections inspired this telling of The Camel’s Story.]
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