Trinity Sunday – You Will See Yourself
One of the challenges to proclamation on Trinity Sunday is
that there are no Biblical passages that discuss the peculiar Christian
understanding of God as three persons. The word in the Creed is personas,
like the mask Greek actors wear to play different characters. It is always the
same person behind the three personas! Other monotheists are utterly baffled by
bold assertions in Creeds and in doctrinal theses of just how the One God of the
Abrahamic religions can appear to be three persons, Father, Son and Holy Spirit,
and still be only one God. Such assertions about the Trinity emerge from our reflection
upon scripture, but are not found scripture per se.
Our readings for this day, for instance, from Psalm 29 and
Isaiah [6:1-8] illustrate the compelling power of God’s voice, able both to
create and destroy creation all at once, and is able to convince the most
unsuspecting of us to assent, indeed, proclaim with vigor, “Here I am, send
me!” to return to the myriad problems of terra firma and risk being a
prophet, pointing out all the ways in which we, as God’s people, just have lost
our way and our need to at least reform our behavior, or full-out repent and
begin again. People, understandably, do not like to hear the prophetic voice,
which explains why Jonah tried to get as far away from Nineveh as possible.
Paul in Romans [8:12-17] leads us into more mystical
territory with his assertion that like Jesus, we can now call God by the more
familiar name, Abba, Father, suggesting that although we suffer with Christ we
also will share in his glory; while Nicodemus tries mightily to ask
straightforward questions of Jesus, only to get an enigmatic response about
wind and being born from above, which he mistakes for being born again. Nick
leaves shaking his head and muttering, “How can these things be?” [John 3:1-17].
Instead of trying to squeeze something useful about the
Trinity out of scripture, which quite honestly doesn’t have much if anything to
say about it, it may be better to turn to those Christians throughout the ages
we call Saints and Mystics who, more often than not, yield more insight about
God than the average lectionary reading. Take, for instance, Julian of Norwich,
a woman in the late Fourteenth and early Fifteenth centuries who lived in a
hut, or cell, attached to the outer wall of St. Julian’s Church in Norwich. During
her lifetime the city suffered the effects of the Black Plague, the Peasant’s
Revolt, and the suppression of the Lollards. Julian, while sure she was dying,
received a series of visions or “showings” and wrote them down in the first
book ever written in English by a woman: Revelations of Divine Love.
A popular summary of her showings has been reduced to the
popular saying: All shall be well, all shall be well, all manner of thing
shall be well. Yet, a look into the Thirty-First Chapter of the Long Text of
her Showings may provide us with a bit more insight into the nature of
the Holy Trinity and Divine Love which she spent the rest of her lifetime sharing
with those who came to the window of her cell seeking spiritual guidance. The
text begins:
“And our
good Lord answered to all the questions and doubts which I could raise, saying
most comfortingly: I may make all things well, and I can make all things well,
and I shall make all things well, and I will make all things well; and you will
see yourself that every kind of thing will be well. When he says, ‘I may’, I
understand this to apply to the Father; and when he says ‘I can’, I understand
it for the Son; and when he says, ‘I will’, I understand it for the Holy
spirit; and when he says, ‘I shall”, I understand it for the unity of the
blessed Trinity, three persons and one truth; and when he says, ‘You will see
yourself’, I understand it for the union of all men who will be saved in the
blessed Trinity. And in these five words God wishes us to be enclosed in rest
and peace.” - Julian of Norwich: Showings (Translated by Edmund College, James
Walsh, Paulist Press, New York: 1978) p.229
She refers to “these five words” which are: I may, I can, I
will, I shall, You will. With these five words we learn that God’s wish for us
is to be “enclosed” in rest and peace! God wants to surround us with Divine
Love, and each persona of the Holy Trinity is forever and constantly involved
in this enclosing or surrounding us with Love, which in most of the Bible is
described by the Hebrew word, hesed. Hesed is perhaps best understood as
an “act of good faith” rather than a feeling. It is a quality that humans are
to share with God: that generous ability to put the interests of another,
weaker, party before one’s own, most especially the needs of the poor, widows,
orphans and strangers from other countries who are sojourning in the land. That
is, God’s Divine Love, as revealed to Julian, is acting with love on behalf of
others just as God acts with love on our behalf.
Since scripture says we are made in God’s image, then we are
to be those people who exemplify hesed, acts of faith and love toward
others in the same way that God’s desire is to enclose us, or surround us, with
God’s own Divine Love, rest and peace. This suggests that the five words are,
in the end meant for us. We might think of it as the doctrine of the Little
Engine That Could. That is, to be made in God’s image is to wake up each
morning and say the five words: I may, I can, I will, I shall, you will see
yourself. Then we are to go about our days generously putting the interests of
others ahead of our own. We will then be enclosed and surrounded by God’s
Divine Love in rest and in peace as we share that Divine Love with others.
In this receiving and giving of God’s Divine Love, we
discover that all shall be well, all shall be well, all manner of thing shall
be well; we find our selves enclosed in rest and peace.
When we say, ‘I may, I can, I will, I shall, You will see
yourself’ once a day, how Divine it will be to know, to really know, that the
Divine Love of God in Father, Son and Holy Spirit means to enclose us and surround
us every day until that time when we will return to the household of God’s
Divine Love from whence we come. That day we will all become one with the One
who in whose image we are created. Perhaps this is what “You will see yourself”
really means: we will see who we really are and who we are created to be. We
will see that we are those people meant to accept and share generously with
others the Divine Love that those like Julian, Ignatius, Isaiah, Paul and Jesus
have tried so hard to describe and to live-out through acts of faith themselves.
Surely such knowledge of ourselves deserves at least one day every year to
remember who we are and to see ourselves as God sees us – those people made in
the image of God’s own Divine Love who may, who can, who will and who shall
share that Love with others. All others. Especially those in need. For it is
when we do, that we really do see ourselves as we really are: God’s Beloved. Amen.