Immediately. “Immediately they left their nets and followed
him… Immediately they left the boat and their father, and followed him.”
Immediately. [Matthew 4:12-23] Four fishermen, Andrew, Simon, James and John,
just left everything and followed Jesus. This alone ought to be enough to make
us curious: Who is this guy? And why do people drop everything – livelihood,
tools, their day job and their families – just at the invitation to follow
Jesus?
The answer to the first question: this Jesus, says Matthew,
is light in a world of darkness. Light denotes the presence of God in a
dangerous world, a world under threat. The coming of God, the power of light,
dispels the darkness and permits well-being. A world without God, without the
light, leaves one endlessly endangered and under threat. Those seeking a way
out of the darkness turn to the light like the heliotropism of some plants and
flowers that follow the sun.
My mentor in ministry, The Reverend Frank M. McClain, wrote
about a 19th century theologian, Frederick Denison Maurice (1805-1872). Every
now and then, out of respect for all that Frank taught me, I dip back in to F D
Maurice. It puts me closer to Frank to study the theological mind that so
inspired my mentor, colleague and friend.
Maurice was in fact a kind of anti-theologian. He had no
time for denominations, sects (s-e-c-t-s), theological systems, parties and the
like. I get that. So much time is wasted writing, arguing, theorizing,
blogging, debating, instead of following. While going through an essay by
Richard Norris [in F D Maurice: A Study – Cowley Publications, 1982], I ran
across this one example of Maurice’s thinking. It is from a letter to Daniel
Macmillan, his publisher, in 1844:
“The one thought that possesses me most at this time and, I
may say, has always possessed me, is that we have been dosing our people with
religion when what they want is not this but the Living God. We are threatened
now not with the loss of religious feelings, so-called, or religious notions,
or of religious observances, but with Atheism. Everywhere I seem to perceive
this peril. That battle within, the battle without is against this: the heart
and flesh of our countrymen are crying out for God. We give them a stone for
bread, systems for realities.” [Ibid p 15]
Andrew, Simon, James and John dropped everything, family and
livelihood, because they were tired of sacred pronouncements from the inner
precincts of Jerusalem, and the pronouncements in the synagogues. They wanted
nothing of the competing religious systems of their day. Instead, they wanted
nothing less than the Living God, as Maurice concludes. When the itinerant
teacher from Nazareth came to them and said, “Follow me,” he was, in their
experience of the moment, the very embodiment of the Living God. They wanted to
turn to the light that was coming into the world. They chose to join with him
to dispel the world of darkness and threat.
Now it would be silly to suggest that whatever they may have
learned of scripture and both the history and present circumstances of their
people had nothing to do with making it easier to recognize the genuine article
when it arrives. But it may just have been his presence as he approaches them.
We all have been, at one time or another, in the presence of someone or some
place that just takes our breath away; stops us in our tracks; makes us
suddenly see everything in a new light. We might even experience such moments
as an epiphany – epi-phanos, “by light,” “the appearance of light,” or “the
coming of light.” We even say, “We have seen the light.”
We can speculate endlessly as to why they follow him, but
the story as reported in all four gospels allows for no over-analyzing. With
just one word we learn all we need to know: Immediately. Immediately, on the
shores of the lake in “Galilee of the Gentiles,” Jesus says, “Follow me,” and
immediately four fishermen see the light coming to them. They drop everything
and follow him – to the end of the story and beyond the end. For the end of the
story is just the beginning of their story and ours.
A colleague posted the essence of this episode on Facebook
and asked, “When did you first know that Jesus was saying "Follow me"
to you? What was your answer?” My immediate response: it was 1978, attending a
youth-group production of Godspell at Grace Episcopal Church, Providence, RI.
Amidst tears streaming down my face, I knew. I said yes. And two years later
the Diocese of Rhode Island sent me to seminary.
Or, was it when I studied with Rabbi Stanley Kessler in
college, which led to my writing a thesis on Elie Wiesel under the guidance of
another long-time mentor, Bernice Saltzman.
Or, was it during an informal conversation on the shore of
Lake Michigan with Jet Thomas, a camp counselor at Camp Miniwanca, Shelby,
Michigan, a house fellow at Harvard when I was playing music near Harvard
Square, and eventually Dean of the Faculty of Marlboro College.
Or, was it when Mrs. Mitchell, our Sunday School Teacher at
First Congregational Church, Oak Park, IL, who would bring in a trunk of old
clothes to let us act out Bible Stories week after week.
Or, or was it when my father gave me a quarter every week to
put into the offering plate as a sign that I was, even as a child, a part of
this whole thing our Presiding Bishop likes to call The Jesus Movement. Which
Maurice very well might say is not a movement, or a system, or a religion, it
is simply the experience of the Living God – and that’s enough said about all
this. That is all people want – The Living God.
There is so much noise and distraction all around us every
minute of every day, that we forget those moments when we first perceived there
is something more than us, something beyond ourselves, a light in the darkness,
something or someone that calls us to a higher calling and a challenge to be
the best version of ourselves possible. That’s what Jesus was about. Not all
the stuff the church and others layer and layer on top of the simple fact that
he says, “Follow me.” We rarely take the time to think about these things. And
so, we end up giving ourselves and others “stones for bread, and systems for
realities.”
That is why we read these stories and ask ourselves, “When
did you first know that Jesus was saying ‘Follow me’ to you? What was your
answer?” We need to remember. For four fishermen there was no question.
Immediately they dropped everything and followed him. They saw the light. The
world has never been the same. People can debunk the Christian story all they
want, but what happens next must have been true: lives were touched, lives were
healed, people were reconciled, hungry people were fed, strangers were welcomed
– in short lives were changed, and still are. Immediately. Maurice would
probably say that’s quite enough evidence to turn to the light and become
children of God/children of Light. It is hard, in the end, to disagree with
him.
- For Frank Mauldin McClain