Some Thoughts on Jesus’s Third Appearance to the
Disciples Easter 3C
Many years ago, in a galaxy, or diocese (much the same thing) far far away, I found myself taking the last of Nine Canonical exams in Rhode Island. It was New Testament. You write for an hour, and then, with a group of other candidates for ordination, you have a group oral exam. Shrewdly, I figured someone on the Commission on Ministry would ask, “What’s your favorite New Testament Bible verse? And, why?” And there it was, already staring me in the face: “Come and have breakfast!” Before we could get to the why, the former trial lawyer now a priest on the Commission, who always tried to trick us with leading questions, instead blurted out, “And where, Mr. Kubicek, is that in the New Testament.’ I paused, grinning like the Cheshire Cat. “Why it is in the third resurrection appearance of Jesus to the disciples in the 21st chapter of John.” Dramatic pause, and moment of silence as others either smiled or scratched their heads. “And it is the Gospel assigned for this coming Sunday in the Lectionary,” said I.
This is the kind of Jesus I love. Cooking some fish and bread on a charcoal fire, greeting the disciples (and us), who in addition to being out fishing all night, for fish, instead of people as he had taught them to do, had already had two other experiences in which they were certain it was Caesar’s Ghost, but then it was he who had asked for a piece of fish that night, and everyone knows ghosts don’t eat fish. Here he is, welcoming these scared, exhausted fishermen to have breakfast with their Lord and Savior. And just how forgiving can one be. He takes Peter, who had just two nights ago denied even knowing Jesus, and reminds him what it is to be all about: if you love Jesus, then you will feed his lambs, tend his sheep, and feed his sheep. And don’t get all into whatever it is you want to do, for you will be led by God’s own Holy Spirit – the breath, the wind that was there hovering over creation. A reminder to love one another as he loves us, and don’t forget to wash all those feet.
It is significant, I believe, that there is no mention of church; no mention of Eucharist; no mention of vestments, or candles, or what color is it today. There is no mention of a building whatsoever. And as we all know, when the community of John wrote this all down, the main building, the Jerusalem Temple, lay in ashes on the ground – an unimaginable disaster. Take care of people. Little ones like lambs, and big ones like sheep. Oh yes, and it is the gospel of remember to do as Jesus tells us to do, even if it seems counterintuitive. Of course you have been fishing all night. And of course you have caught nothing. Just humor me, says Jesus, and try something different and throw the net on the other side of the boat. We can imagine what my friend Bob Bonner used to call, Episcopal Whine: but we’ve never done it that way before! The result speaks for itself. They could barely get to shore with the nets full of so many fishes!
Yes, you can say fishes. It’s a double plural. I saw this guy in a video sitting on an ocean liner looking out the window at the deep blue sea, saying there’s nothing out there but water and fishes. Then he looks at the camera and says, “Because there all different kinds of fish, so even though ‘fish’ is plural, with all these different kinds of fish you can say ‘fishes.’” I’m ok with that. Which explains a song about all this I learned years ago from a wonderful songstress, Patricia Beall Gavigan. “The net was filled with very many fishes…”
There’s just one more thing I have been thinking about this passage, which I tried to explain to the lawyer cum priest that afternoon at a church camp in Rhode Island. It is my firm belief that this 21st chapter of the Gospel of John is a kind of gospel in miniature. A kind of cipher. If you know this story, from its various details one can recall a number of other key stories in the good news of Jesus Christ the Son of God.
For instance, after the crucifixion we find the disciples are frightened behind locked doors. Caesar’s centurions are all over the Holy City, and maybe they are looking for the dead one who is now on the loose and his co-conspirators. Peter has given up it seems. He says, “I’m going fishing.” That is, I’m going back to work. I’m going back to the very beginning where this all started and I knew little or nothing about Jesus. Peter and his brother Andrew, and the Zebedee brother James and John had all been fishing one day, and were getting the nets ready for another day, when out of nowhere, Jesus shows up on the shore. Just as he suggests throwing the net on the other side, that day he says, I’m calling you to do something entirely different- fishing for people! Lo and behold, now they have one hundred and fifty-three “large fish.” The disciple Jesus loves turns to Peter and says, “It is the Lord!” Peter is so excited that he puts on his clothes and then jumps into the water to swim ashore. Not the order of operations I would have thought to do, but that is just how Peter is. He wants to build booths where none are needed that night they saw Jesus talking to Elijah and Moses. The night Peter and the others were reminded by the voice that came from the heavens the day he was baptized by that other John returned: “This is my Son, my Beloved. Listen to him!” They did that night and ended up with one hundred and fifty-three large fishes! Eventually, we are told, they caught thousands of people.
When they get ashore, Jesus has a charcoal fire going on the beach. Not unlike the one Peter had stood around in the High Priest’s courtyard when he denied knowing Jesus once, twice, one, two, three times! After declaring such loyalty at dinner that night of the betrayal of Judas. Jesus is cooking up bread and fish, like that time he fed 5,000 men, not to mention women folk and children, like the kid who gave away the few fish he had to go with the few loaves of bread, and after Jesus took, blessed, broke and gave away the loaves and fishes, everyone was fed and satisfied. It’s not often a crowd of over 5,000 people are all satisfied at one time.
Then Jesus and Peter talk about Love and Sheep. He had once told them a story about a shepherd who left ninety-nine sheep to go off and find the one who was lost. It seems as if some days Jesus wants us to catch lots of people to be part of his flock, and other days it is important to find just that one who makes all the difference. That one, most likely, is meant to be you. Without you in his flock it just will not be the same. And you won’t ever have to fish or look for lost lambs by yourself, because my breath, my spirit, will take hold of you and guide you and lead you into all good things so that everyone is taken care of in the spirit of the kind of Love, I Jesus, have had for you all along, Peter, despite the booths-thing, the denials, and insisting that nothing could possibly go wrong in Jerusalem.
This could go on and on, and I urge everyone to read chapter
19 in John a few times and see what other stories it hints at. Soon, just
knowing this story, you will be able to recite the Good News of Jesus in ways
that will fill Jesus’s net with very many fishes! If only we will listen to
him, as his Father had ordered us that day on the mountain top, and do as he
teaches us to do: to Love God his Father, and Love our neighbors. All
neighbors. All are neighbors to us and you. This may be a silly way to go about
proclaiming the Good News. But it worked that afternoon, far far away in the
Galaxy of Rhode Island, and here we are now, like Peter, basking in his love,
his forgiveness, and sharing the sacred meal of his Body and Blood. Amen.